Friday, 29 August 2014

New author links added


 http://www.unscriptednz.com/author-james-grey.php




http://www.unscriptednz.com/author-alexandra-i.php



 



http://www.unscriptednz.com/author-steffie-dawn.php










Life

life at the moment is still kicking my ass, but its ok, we just gotta lift our head high and put one foot in front of the other right?

well i guess in some sense that makes sense. its gonna take slightly more convincing on my part though.

theres some stuff in my life that i need to sort out, i need to get out and feel the world by myself for a start but my home town is so fucked at this point in time that it is making this difficult, so im stuck. 



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there is a few new things going on with the website, i am slowly adding author pages for a few authors that i follow and who in their rights are awesome at what they do and by some miracle im hoping that if you may follow this then you may just go on and check them out, so new author pages for james grey, alexandra I and steffie dawn, so if you get a chance go on, give them a look, follow some of the links, and if you want a great read then click and buy their stuff, i dont believe you will be disappointed at all.



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The website overall is having some minor appearance changes, im hoping this will make it look better and maybe even slightly easier to navigate, but time will tell. but i can only see so much so if you get on here, then please let me know what you think, good or bad. let me know what you think i could change to make things easier, a new perspective may be just whats needed. 


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Saturday, 2 August 2014

News

To say I haven't been on hee much recently is definately the understatement of the century. I haven't done so much with the site recently as I've been thinking about a new design.

I've been trying to use my spare time productively. Although not so well accomplished either. I have in fact done a fair bit of reading which I have immensely enjoyed.

At the present time i have not had the desire for my designs, or writing. Although slightly more productive in that sense, I have put together a couple items although I wouldn't regard them as greats.

I'm having trouble at the moment in seeing anything I write or design as even ok. It all seems like crap to me. There's a lot of self doubt in myself at the moment and I gotta figure how to start.

I have my 3rd book in early finishing stages, as yet is still un named.

Things will only get better right I just need an out

Tuesday, 19 November 2013

recent updates

Nothing much new about here, i have been working on a few designs which are not quite finished with yet as im not sure in what direction i want to take them, so when i do finish with them i will upload,

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i am currently in the process of editing my new book titled "hope and fear" i have no set date on when this will be released, but looking at sometime in the next month but i will post when i have accomplished the edits and formatting. it has been a long process because basically i wasnt happy with the cover for it so have re designed the look i think 3 or 4 times lol and i think i have finally found what i was looking for, well wait and see if you guys think the same.

 
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i have been busy with my camera checking out all the features and just basically discovering what i can really achieve from it, i have done some new photos with people as my subjects in both colour and black and white, and i will be talking to the people involved and i hope all going well and they approve then i might put some up on the site for people to check out, i will keep you updated in that though, because the people involved may not want to be up on here. :)

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 not much on the news front here in christchurch nz, except i cant tell you i am truely over living in an earthquake zone, we had a good one that rocked us about midnight last night, so the nerves were a little sot for a half hour maybe, but feeling better today, i think because we have lived through so many in the last 3 years, im not quite as jumpy with them as i first was, but i think mother nature enjoys keeping everyone on their toes, and to remind us thats its not quite over yet. one day soon we hope.
 
on the personal front, i am continuing to play indoor netball twice a week thats going well. work is good, i am almost through my first year as a supervisor of my building and my boss told me the other day that in all our companies through the whole of new zealand, my building is making good profit, so i got to be happy about that, works wraps up soon, in about 3 and a half weeks to be exact and after that i have a month and a half off, its good in hindsight, but the downside to working in a school, is not working means no pay, but it will work out, well i hope so anyhow.

- to tell you i have struggled would be an understatement, i have struggled with almost everything, 
i have not written much since my first book was published and a lot of my problem i think stems back to self doubt, i understand that poetry is not everyones idea of a good time, but i thought that i might sell more than 2 copies, its hard to keep mtivated when i seem to be the only one in my corner. with that being said, i shouldnt use that as an issue but its what my minds partially comes back to. 

i am filled with self doubt in every aspect of my life, i mean im not going anywhere, i have a job not a career, i never match up to the expectations everyone sets, i never have, i like to be an individual in almost everything i do, i believe in not changing who i am for anybody, but sometimes i start to wonder why, i mean its not really getting me anywhere, or helping me at all, it just ends up being me all alone to c=bare my own company, which dont get me wrong i love, but sometimes it leads for a very lonely life. sometimes a small part of you wants to be seen, well by anyone really. 

i dont completely understand what is going through me, i am just so mad, mat at the world, mad at me, its kinda sad really, but i wake up every day, i have to i guess.

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Wednesday, 25 September 2013

recently quiet, new ideas

So, i have been a little bit quiet on here recently, i havent updated or written the blog in almost a month, so i found myself with some time to myself so before i get stuck into writing i thought i should catch you all up. 

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have been sick here, fighting to be healthy what started as a head cold, lead to a chest infection, so fighting hard against that, its been over a week and resulted in 2 days off work, so these 2 days off will mark my 3rd day off this entire year, and i was doing so well to :P

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my first book which was released on kindle a couple months ago has finally been released in paperback as well, so super excited about that, its a big thing to actually hold your own work in book form in your own hand, its hard to describe the feeling that it brings but its great, i do regret one thing, i was fighting with my friend at the time so didnt get to share in the joy with her, so it was an un natural feeling in that respect. 




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 in the respect of friendship, i think i messed a couple up and thats not a good thing to do because i only have a handfull in the first place, one person who i thought was my friend turns out they didnt care i was just another passtime, but i guess i cant dwell on that one, i cant change what they dont want to huh, the other person who i have known for ever, i have let things get to busy and have been a crappy friend, give me another chance, you know who you are, please, ill beg :P

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 two new designs ready and added to the designs page, i have more, they are just not sorted yet. coming soon!




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so to lost friendships, hopefully a rekindled one?, new books, new ideas, new designs coming, new perspectives, and crazy times ahead,  may this brain of mine spit out more, and more and keep routine. its all im asking for :P 

laters lovely people

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Wednesday, 7 August 2013

145 likes on our facebook page, and some new additions to the website

 wow i got over 25 likes in a 24 hour period, it was a little overwhelming i guess, i never quite expected people to take a look. and its good. we are now at 145 likes on our facebook page. so thankyou to those of you who have liked my page, and also welcome to those who may still join.

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two family pages added to my io pages, links to family members at the top
http://www.unscriptednz.com/bio.php


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five new designs added http://www.unscriptednz.com/designs-page-2.php











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Tuesday, 6 August 2013

found out the other day, that somebody actually brought my book, so was a little happy about that. it was a good kinda feeling that someone actually brought it, and even more actually liked it. check it out if you want http://www.amazon.com/Forever-reaching-ebook/dp/B00E392OY4/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1374539895&sr=8-1&keywords=forever+reaching


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2 new designs added






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3 new pages added to the website, 2 family pages, and an added bio page.  check them out at http://sitebuilder.yola.com/en/ide/index.jsp?siteid=8a4986c83f44e84d013f518bce7110ff#